Sometimes I don’t sleep very well and I pray. On good nights I wake in the early hours with ‘messages’—a sense of such clarity and peace that I get up and write. I don’t receive words but feelings and images, which I translate into words. For me, it helps me to imagine that these come from ‘angels’. Many years ago I went to an angelic energy therapist, Christine Voss in Colorado. Something in me clicked. Perhaps it was from my Christian background but the image of angels allowed me to connect deeply with Spirit. They have guided me ever since—though the connection has been somewhat tenuous lately.
Here, with courage and trepidation, I offer you my first ‘angelic’ post.
Thur 19 Jan 2017
Be patient. Do not seek outside yourself for answers or fulfillment. All is well! We keep telling you all is well. And you do not believe us for the world tells you different. Ask yourself what it is that you want—fear or love? And then go for it. But if it is love you choose, that means living love right now, in this moment and every moment. What better moment than now? Look around you. What is there here to love? A cat purring on the table. Clean clothes drying on the rack. Drapes closed against the cold night. Pretty new peach paint on the walls. Serafina smiling from her portrait. A mess of clutter, a lived-in warm cottage. A life well lived. So rejoice and be free. Nothing can enslave you or defeat you, nothing but the failure of your imagination, the dwindling of your spark, your love.
Be always gentle with yourselves and others. Nothing to achieve, nothing to prove. You are learning to live in a brand new way. Your ancestors rejoice with you. All their lives they dreamed of peace, of love, of wholeness. And now it is yours to enjoy. Forgive them all their trespasses, their sins, and welcome them all into your heart. Forgive yourself your failings, your shortcomings. Berating yourself will not improve anything. You are no worse than anyone else. All people struggle to be the best they can, to live the best possible life. And all learn through the challenges.
Ask yourself what it is you truly desire. Hold to that vision with conscious intent and it will come to you. We promise. Be careful what you see for yourself and the world.
Mon. 23 Jan 3:40 am
We cannot help you unless you tell us what you want. You know that all you need to do is state your intention. Even if it is very small.
The reason for your pain is the disconnect between your intention and reality. You are pulling in one direction and going in another. Looking backwards and trying to move forwards. Always your mind is in the past. Let go of those old thought forms. Be in this world. It is a wonderful one. Feel the longing but don’t drown in it. There is so much that you desire. Simply focus and be gentle.